You’re Not Truly Happy

Crying in the crowd, you just want to become invisible

You won’t dream, or ache, or be brokenhearted,

You’ve decided, you’ve already decided

You quietly endure, tightly grasping yesterday in your fist

And the sweeter the memories the more they hurt,

The more they leave numerous and profound cuts in your hand

You’re not truly happy, your smile is just a disguise you wear

You’ve decided not to hate, and decided not to love,

Your soul forever locked away

This world laughs, and so you laugh along with everyone

As though survival is a requirement, not your choice,

And so in tears you drift and stumble on

You’re not truly happy, your smile is just a disguise you wear

You’ve decided not to hate, and decided not to love,

Your soul forever locked away

You’re not truly happy, your wounds are unwilling to be completely healed

I stand beside you but it’s like we’re separated by a galaxy,

Will you tightly hold your remorse until you’ve grown old, and then still regret

You deserve true happiness, you should pull off that disguise you wear

Why after loss must you also be penalized

Can you let your agony end at this moment, and start to live again